I don't want to make my blog private. I want people to be able to find it and, if they enjoy it, stay and read it, But if all it's going to do is cause my life to explode over and over, then I guess I should rip the fucking thing down and be done with it.

There's no expectation of privacy on the net. I KNOW THAT. REALLY, I DO. But maybe I was stupid enough to think that one little post, hidden with about twenty in June, wouldn't be read by one of, like, two people in the world who it would ruin. Yeah, crazy, right?

I'm at my wits' end. I don't know what to do. And why am I posting this on my blog, you ask? Well, it's because I'm a fucking idiot. Get used to it.